My beautiful Missy passed yesterday, I’m so broken I did not know she had cancer. This weekend I noticed she wasn’t herself then on Sunday night she started vomiting and Monday after I dropped my daughter off at school I came home she was white gum she was not herself and she had started going cold. I rushed her to the hospital they did blood found out her organs were shutting down we did a scan and saw too many lumps inside. Holding her in my arms apologising to her broke me those little eyes just looked back at me with such love. She put her head on my chest and held me. My little girl has gone I know shes in a better place but it hurts like hell my insides are sore my eyes wont stop crying I can’t breathe. I miss you terribly Missy.